Thursday, June 29, 2006
Erm... PIG?
http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/large.asp?id=1142010&p=0&hof=1&q=personality+testPig!
12:23 AM
Panic!
Yesterday (wednesday, that is) i had to conduct a simple training on how to use one of the scripts i helped developed....Wa... damn stress.. i was like cold stiff... just talked and talked.. hope i made some sense... lucky my friend was there to support me (haha.. she wanted to sit another place one...but i dun let... need her close for mental support ....kekeke)
Another bout of mood swing just came and went.. just suddenly, i felt so useless..hahahaha..
12:15 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006
Mabok..
Damn sinus problem..
Woke up in the morning, and mr. sinus has to come and show its ugly face... even now it is still affecting me..
In other news, more development @ the office... i'm supposed to give training to users on one of the scripts i worked on.... DIE.... wat if say wrong thing how...
other than that, the whole day was spent in a daze mode... made some progress on another script, but not much...
8:02 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
POOR SERVICE
in the age where Service is important, and the government pushing for better quality service, and u get this...
Location. Plaza Singapura. Stall. The one selling the noodle & fried rice omelette. I stood there for 5 mins, and no one served me. I'm not expecting much, you could just come over and ask "wat do you want" but no, 5 mins stood there, the cook just cook, the cashier (i presume) just wash the staff, and both saw me. and both made no attempt to take my order. FUCK U. So, i just walked off.
Note to self: DON'T EAT AT THE STALL.
In other news... i failed my IPPT.. 2.4km couldn't last for the 12 mins on the threadmill, Standing Broad Jump couldn't just jump another 4cm to pass...
And, i seemed to hurt my back... ouch....
9:06 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
The Dark Side
Today i saw the hidden, troublesome, and deadly side of the working world... Office Politics.
Not on me, but my friend...
Don't worry, my friend. as long as we're a team, we shalt go thru thick and thin together.
:)
7:21 PM
Cryptic Message from beyond
When you are writing scripts which converts normal data into a format for an older system, occasionally you get data that sometimes look like its a message from The Other Side... heehee
In other news... my chest "muscles" are aching... thanks to the gym training on tuesday... was doing chest exercises... think kinda worked too hard...
Perhaps the data's warning me something....
:P
12:48 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I'm a cheater
I'm never smart... my friends say i am, but i know i'm not.
I just have this way of finding ways to solve problems.. sometimes with a slight cheat.
YES! I CHEAT!!!
but i don't cheat women...so ladies no worries.
Today's another ok day... and i noticed a sweet-looking gal from the other dept.. small eyes, nice smile.... hahahahahaha
I'm beginning to see beyond the surface..and i'm slowing entering the dreaded territory of office politics... die... i'm to stupid, i'll be at the losing end if i get involved... need to stay neutral...
11:05 PM
Users = headache.
What happens when users each have their own way of using ur script, and each user will give diff problems?
TRAIN 'EM.
CONFORM TO THE NORM!
=)
6:59 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
First Day of Work Jitters
First day of work...or izzit?
Been with this company for 1 year as a temp staff, and took up a perm position... i'm a familiar face, yet foreign..
SOOOOOO.... first day, the "usual" introductions (i would go "Hi I'm Victor" and they say "Yah, saw you before"), and shown to my desk (a "temp" "perm" cubicle till the end of the month, where i will be moved to another location), and the learning begins!
First course: Programming "language" for PDA version of Questionaires (its more like writing simple scripts, the designing software does the rest). Not too hard, but there's some limitations that will take some time to get used to.
Lunch. My boss treated the dept for lunch at the chinese restaurent below the office, as a form of welcome ^^. Good meal..yummmm
Then it was back to learning... and learning...and testing...
Before i knew it...my first day's done ^^
Pretty normal.
Did i say it rained when i left to work, got my pants wet, didn't gel my hair (i felt i should...), and didn't shave (thank goodness, it wasn't too obvious)?
Normal.
10:34 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
I hate dreams.
A gal i had liked many years ago dumped the current boyfriend...and chose to be with me..
i couldn't believe it.. the world suddenly opened up.. i was so happy... but i was apprehensive too.. this thing happened to me before, and it was a dream. So i made sure i wake up, and yes, i did, and it was true! She's with me now! Suddenly the world seems so much happier. Life's good; she loves me, i love her...
THEN I WOKE UP. FOR REAL.
just knew it. Things were never that easy. hahahahaha..
So, i woke up, 7 plus in a chilly saturday morning, and wrote this.
I hate dreams. I couldn't tell the diff between a dream and the reality anymore... how can one "wake up" from a dream, only to realise that the whole thing is a complete dream?
...oh.. this is not the first time i dreamt of her.. she was the first (and til now, the only) girl who ever said "i like u" to me, but due to some strange twist of fate (And some naivety on my part), she ended up with another guy... we're still friends though... recently she moved to just a couple of blocks away..
Is the dream expressing the worldly desire to find love, be loved, and to bond with the true love?
7:46 AM
The Virgoan Man
http://www.astrology-online.com/virgo.htm
while reading this, i found that i'm like a typical virgo..
Their faults, as is usual with all zodiacal types, are the extremes of their virtues. Fastidious reticence and modesty become old-maidishness and persnicketiness; balanced criticism becomes carping and nagging; and concern for detail becomes overspecialization. Virgoans are liable to indecision in wider issues and this can become chronic, turning molehills of minor difficulties into Himalayas of crisis. Their prudence can become guile and their carefulness, turned in on themselves, can produce worriers and hypochondriacs.
so true.... its SO TRUE...
7:32 AM