A gal i had liked many years ago dumped the current boyfriend...and chose to be with me..

i couldn't believe it.. the world suddenly opened up.. i was so happy... but i was apprehensive too.. this thing happened to me before, and it was a dream. So i made sure i wake up, and yes, i did, and it was true! She's with me now! Suddenly the world seems so much happier. Life's good; she loves me, i love her...

THEN I WOKE UP. FOR REAL.

just knew it. Things were never that easy. hahahahaha..

So, i woke up, 7 plus in a chilly saturday morning, and wrote this.

I hate dreams. I couldn't tell the diff between a dream and the reality anymore... how can one "wake up" from a dream, only to realise that the whole thing is a complete dream?

...oh.. this is not the first time i dreamt of her.. she was the first (and til now, the only) girl who ever said "i like u" to me, but due to some strange twist of fate (And some naivety on my part), she ended up with another guy... we're still friends though... recently she moved to just a couple of blocks away..

Is the dream expressing the worldly desire to find love, be loved, and to bond with the true love?

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