Monday, July 31, 2006
Bad Dreams
I dreamt of her again...
This time, we were standing on the roof a building, and we're talking (i think) of her marriage...
sigh.
She's been in my dreams, a frequent customer to my inn of sleeping thoughts. I thought I was over her, but these 7-8 years proved that I cared for her too much... I often hated myself, if I had taken action that time, we could've been together, and she wouldn't have to be with that Jerk. Sometimes i feel I'm at fault, my indecisiveness caused her so much pain.. but its too late.
She's chosen her One, a nice foreign guy, and all i could do is to wish her well... and hope she made the right choice..
I hate these dreams.. i really do.
9:11 AM