I SHOULD be working.

But, as i sit her, in my personal cubicle, i did some thinking (yes, more thinking)

The world always seem to move at a faster pace than mine, i always seem to lag behind... i used to think that is bad, but now, i realised, this could be a good thing too. I get to see what others, while they bustle about, might not see.

I always wished for the gal of my dreams to pop up from nowhere. But reality was never kind to me, and i shouldn't believe it would be nice to me now. Problem is, i lack the strength, the courage, to make the first step. People always say its easy.. and it does seem easy, but when you are about to make that crucial step, that important one, i always hesitate. That little time is all it took to make me stop. Sigh..

Here i am, sitting in the office.. looking through the window, staring at the clouds, as they slowly drift.. and looking at time pass me by. I'm getting old...

Alot of things are running through this troubled mind o' mine.. sometimes i wish i could take a break from my mind.

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