Perhaps it was the red wine that made me fell in love with her.

2 weeks after, i still dunno if what i'm feeling is "love" or not...

All i know, is that i've got nothing to offer her, in exchange for her love.

I'm so confused now... some told me not to think, and go for it.. but, i can't... i don't want to waste other's time if there's nothing i can give...

Someone once told me i place myself too much restrictions... give myself too much stress...

Sigh...

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In other news, yes, i'm back in base for reservists... 2 of my best bud was posted away to ATC, and things are slightly different..

Jovina's pregnant now.. so happy for her.. she's a REALLY nice lady... sometimes, i'm jealous of her husband...he's so lucky to find such a nice lady...

6 more days of early wakeups and late bookouts... :)

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