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Vix
born, September 9
firstly, i like toys
secondly, i like soft toys
thirdly, i love my rabbits!
do you get it clear enough?!

email: victaru@gmail.com
msn: spiritdreams_inside@hotmail.com
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    Wednesday, November 22, 2006
    Sanity Check

    For the record, i was sane when i told the barber-uncle...

    "Flat top, please."

    :)

    Well, this morning as of 9.30am, i garnered no less than 5 shocked expressions, a few "What shocked you to cut so short?", 3 photos taken, 2 not-so-shocked expressions, and 1 lovely "New Image?" from the lovely secretary of my boss. :)

    I could finally feel the wind on my scalp AGAIN. How i miss those NS days when we ALL had these haircuts (and even shorter), how i miss that touch of my hand on my scalp...

    ahh...



    AIRY!
    :)


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    9:45 AM



    Tuesday, November 21, 2006
    In memory of....

    Boyboy, my sis pet dwarf hamster, passed away on Saturday Nite. May his soul rest well, along with the soul of my golden hamster, DaDa, in the hamster-heaven (or wherever they go when the die).


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    11:57 AM



    Monday, November 13, 2006
    Letting go

    Got this in my hotmail just now:

    "Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes.
    In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear.
    Refuse to entertain your old pain.
    The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. "

    What is it you would let go of today?

    By letting go, you're taking that foot off the brakes. You're moving @ 100kmph, downhill in the game of life, and you take your foot off the brakes?

    Many say life is about taking risks. Yes, that's true. But not unnecessary risks. Maybe not remove your foot off the brakes, but controlled braking? Possible. That's calculated risk.

    Sometimes i wonder, i'm still at 5 degree slope of life, still young, still inexperienced, yet i seem to be unable to control. What will happen when it reaches the 25 degree, or 45 degree slope? Would i survive?

    Have i been too reliant on a co-driver to steer me? Have i been too comfortable, knowing the co-driver could help me?

    Someday, when the co-driver leaves, what will become of me? Can i make it on my own?

    ...having i been thinking too much again?




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    4:12 PM


    Mr Missed-opportunity's voice.

    I only thought it would only happen in movies...

    There i was, trapped under a building, late, with a heavy downpour nobody expects.

    I was late.

    It was raining.

    Dammit, wat else will the Powers Beyond throw at me to prevent me to going to kBox with the Angels? Lightning stike?? Bring it on!!!!!

    ......................................

    That's when it happened.

    "Do you need a lift?"

    Those, seemingly magical words, directed at me, came from a petite girl who looks slightly younger than me. For a split second, i was dumbfounded. Never, in my whole 25 years of existance, had anyone, let alone this nice, sweet-looking girl, offered to share the umbrella with me.

    "ok" came the reply.

    FINALYY!!! GO VIC!!!!









    you thought.

    1. I didn't ask for her name.
    2. I didn't ask for her contact.








    WTF????

    YES.WTF! WTF WAS I THINKING??? or... WTF WAS I NOT THINKING!

    Miracle happened. I brushed it off like some dirt on my shoulders. YES, I AM THATTTT STUUUPID!!!!!

    DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!

    ------------------------------------------------------

    On the side note, kBox wasn't that good. My throat inflammation really destroyed my ability to hit the notes i knew i could, and ended up sounding like a whistle from a steam train...

    DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!

    I will be back, i promise, to challenge again. Until then, i will always hate myself for IGNORING MIRCALES.

    DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!DAMMIT!


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    9:07 AM



    Tuesday, November 07, 2006
    Gym-goer Syndrome

    The other day at gym, was doing my usual workout, and when i finished my rep and looked up at the mirror, i got a horrible shock!

    ...
    ..
    .
    ..
    ...

    MY HEAD!!!!
    (the one atop of the neck, not the other one..)

    It HAS SHRUNKED!!!

    OMFG!~

    Sis: "Dude, why ur head so small?"
    Me: "OMFG, so its true! I tot i was imagining things.."

    Shit!

    Go gym la, exercise la, built bigger la! DIE, head never grow.

    No, i'm like those muscleman (with alot less muscles), with a small head!

    DIEEEEEEE

    Unproportional body!

    ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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    9:51 AM



    Saturday, November 04, 2006
    Left..

    "If you leave me now,
    you'll take away the biggest part of me.
    ..
    Ooo no, baby please don't go."
    ~Chicago, "If you leave me now"

    One of the angels have left.. gone to a better (better paid, better environment) place.. i wish her well...

    Yesterday was the first day she wasn't around... i felt a little empty, a little loss... but i was too busy to really take notice.

    Everytime i looked at the handphone holder on the desk she bought for me.. i'll smile.. coz it looooookks soooooooooo much like her!!! heh heh.

    All the best in the new place, i wish you well!



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    10:23 AM