Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Such a failure.
Last nite had a little disagreement over a small matter with my dear dear, which caused her to feel upset and disappointed with me...
Reflecting back, i realized it was uncalled for me to react that way... its no wonder she's upset with me...
Allthough she has since forgiven me... i cannot help but hate myself.
Why did i react that way?
Was it really necessary?
Stomach feeling queasy now... feeling sick.... sick with myself...
time to reflect and repent....
3:40 AM